I offended the girl I was dating multiple times during our first dates by being distracted and not choosing my words carefully. I explained that I did it unintentionally but I realized it upset her deeply. I asked for forgiveness with a sincere recognition to strive to make amends in my personality. She forgave me but does not want to reconciled in relationship. I am heartbroken because I really believe that I made a mistake and would like for us to have another opportunity.